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So I'm bored. I just came home from work. YAY. Two days off. YAY. Home alone. uber YAY.
Found this
see that indentation on the netherregions. Oh yea! Like OHH MY GAWWD.
mmmHM. Lord. He's a romance hero..just some random picture from Kinley MacGregor's site, for one of her coming books.
gezUS, Lord have Mercy!
I want him I want him. Can I have him, can I have him?
Anyway. I got some skeletons out of the closet earlier, cried a bit. I wrote it down in my other blog but I am going to write it down here too, with a little more detail.
There is this guy who likes me and I USED to like him. This all occured while we were still in High School.
Well this guy is dating a girl already for a long ass time (years) and he wants me. (can you belive that, SOME love)
I was like, hell no. You are dating someone. I aint gonna be "the other girl." WTF.
So he said he's gonna break up with his girl, and apparently from what I know, he hasn't yet.
I forgot about him. He used to call every damn day. CONSTATLY. Like bug off.
He kinda got the hint after so many days of being ignored. I think the part where it ticked me off and made me ignore him 100% was when he told me I love you. OVER AND OVER again.
DUDE, you are not available..and I know, if he does it with ya, he'll do it to ya. I am NOT stupid.
All my friends know not to call me past nine. I am anal about that, it ticks me off UNLESS its an emergercy.
He called last night at 930-ish.
I work in the morning. I don't care if you sleep at two in the morn. I don't.
And when we DID talk on the phone it was stupid chit chat that wasted mins.
So when I wanted to rant about this I would..rant about it in a blog entry and put it private. HE even asked me about it. Why is that private. I wanna read it. Well if I put it on PRIVATE, its like that for a reason.
And this morning..I ranted about it again, but left if public. Ignoramous!
The crying part was about one of my closest friends Dan. GOD, I love that man. He's the second picture on my slider (total HOTTIE).
He's 18 & English, ergo English accent. He's blonde-ish and muscular. He's respectful and friendly. He's outgoing and crazy. He's dependable and smart. He's fucking romantic. OMG. You don't find guys like this!!!
But he lives all the way in England!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I met him over a site (bolt2.com, which sucks major ass right now, and the reason I joined Myspace) and got to know him over like a three year time span..maybe more. We got close. He had a girlfriend, which duh, that guy cannot be walking around single and acting like that. If that were the case, I would be hitting every damn English female, for being BLIND.
And we would talk like no one's business. Talk about presents for his girlfriend. Talk about bitchy people. Talk about life in general. Talk conspiracies.
And we drifted apart because of stupid bolt2.com. That site was the only thing keeping us together. I left the site, he kinda left the site, ergo, we lost touch. We do rarely communicate..but its soo hard.
Him and his girlfriend broke up because she was leaving for college on the other side of the country and they didn't want to hurt themselves by going through a long distant relationship. (don't ask me)
Thinking of him makes me cry, because I miss him so fucking much.
I miss the fool and I wish he lived next door =(
Found this
see that indentation on the netherregions. Oh yea! Like OHH MY GAWWD.
mmmHM. Lord. He's a romance hero..just some random picture from Kinley MacGregor's site, for one of her coming books.
gezUS, Lord have Mercy!
I want him I want him. Can I have him, can I have him?
Anyway. I got some skeletons out of the closet earlier, cried a bit. I wrote it down in my other blog but I am going to write it down here too, with a little more detail.
There is this guy who likes me and I USED to like him. This all occured while we were still in High School.
Well this guy is dating a girl already for a long ass time (years) and he wants me. (can you belive that, SOME love)
I was like, hell no. You are dating someone. I aint gonna be "the other girl." WTF.
So he said he's gonna break up with his girl, and apparently from what I know, he hasn't yet.
I forgot about him. He used to call every damn day. CONSTATLY. Like bug off.
He kinda got the hint after so many days of being ignored. I think the part where it ticked me off and made me ignore him 100% was when he told me I love you. OVER AND OVER again.
DUDE, you are not available..and I know, if he does it with ya, he'll do it to ya. I am NOT stupid.
All my friends know not to call me past nine. I am anal about that, it ticks me off UNLESS its an emergercy.
He called last night at 930-ish.
I work in the morning. I don't care if you sleep at two in the morn. I don't.
And when we DID talk on the phone it was stupid chit chat that wasted mins.
So when I wanted to rant about this I would..rant about it in a blog entry and put it private. HE even asked me about it. Why is that private. I wanna read it. Well if I put it on PRIVATE, its like that for a reason.
And this morning..I ranted about it again, but left if public. Ignoramous!
The crying part was about one of my closest friends Dan. GOD, I love that man. He's the second picture on my slider (total HOTTIE).
He's 18 & English, ergo English accent. He's blonde-ish and muscular. He's respectful and friendly. He's outgoing and crazy. He's dependable and smart. He's fucking romantic. OMG. You don't find guys like this!!!
But he lives all the way in England!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I met him over a site (bolt2.com, which sucks major ass right now, and the reason I joined Myspace) and got to know him over like a three year time span..maybe more. We got close. He had a girlfriend, which duh, that guy cannot be walking around single and acting like that. If that were the case, I would be hitting every damn English female, for being BLIND.
And we would talk like no one's business. Talk about presents for his girlfriend. Talk about bitchy people. Talk about life in general. Talk conspiracies.My site inbox was just him.
And we drifted apart because of stupid bolt2.com. That site was the only thing keeping us together. I left the site, he kinda left the site, ergo, we lost touch. We do rarely communicate..but its soo hard.
Him and his girlfriend broke up because she was leaving for college on the other side of the country and they didn't want to hurt themselves by going through a long distant relationship. (don't ask me)
Thinking of him makes me cry, because I miss him so fucking much.
I miss the fool and I wish he lived next door =(
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Woah-that really sucks about losing touch with Dan. Hope you can find him!
I have lost touch with so many people, it really sucks being a military child. Now I'm stuck in one city and I kinda miss that ability of disappearing. LOL
Awww that really sucks about your friend, Dan. I have a friend that lives in England, I met out here while he was vacationing or as he would say, while he was on holiday...I dont have to miss him though because we talk a lot still, we keep in touch with each other and he's just the sweetest guy, I know what you mean about those British guys, there's something about them, they have this charm about them that I find so damned adorable.
It sucks that you lost touch with him, but why don't you try getting back in touch with him? Email him or something, that's what I did when Mark and I lost touch, he responded and we've never been out of touch for that long afterward.
As for your other friend, he sounds like a tool, what a stupid ass to tell you he loves you when he's got someone else, if he really loved you, he wouldn't play with your emotions, telling you all that stuff and still be with the other girl, making you the other girl...don't waste your time on him sweets, you're better than that! =)
HUGS!!
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